i've lost myself

overwhelming sense of - i donnoe wat.
i feel - cant find the words to describe. juz feel like snuggling up in my super comfy bed for the rest of my life. guess i kinda feel lonely again. boo. maybe cuz time of the month is coming. pms SUCKS big time.
protesterone and oestrogen are so irritating.
i wan a big big soft toy tat looks cute for me to hug. my son's too small and i'm too big. maybe it'll make me feel better.
how annoying can tat rascal at my house get? she irritates the hell outta me. now she wans to get herself a name that is similar to mine. . WTH. i rather call myself BANANA now. watever.
sigh. i'm bored.
i hate china woman. dun ask me why.
i love veggies. i love my girls. i love my baby boy. i love chocolates. :) i love ice cream. give me all these and maybe i'll feel better.
ok anyway, went out wif joyce and chew juz now after sch. acted stupid at cold storage. acting stupid-my profession. feels good to hang out wif the girls again. one's going thailand soon. another's going hong kong. me? i'll be stuck in this tiny singapore forever. furtherest i've been? KL. genting. not even ipoh. sound so loser. sigh. i donnoe wat got into me. ----just let me bitch.
someone bring me somewhere pls. somewhere away frm sg and m'sia. heaven maybe? hmmm. sounds good. :)
girl-girl time is good. shld have more of it. den i can act stupid more. haha.
tml's 1 year and 6 mths. :) time flies. especially when u're in love.